well,nothing much to say..today early in the morning sms with jiajing then went to school,then to the parade square then go up to the class,first thing i did is i throw my bag on the floor and sit down do nothing not even my pencil box i took out..then after that history teacher walk in then i feel bored then just take out paper and pencil draw draw then crush the paper and throw it away...then recess and eng got test so just do it...then after school,walk home with my sis and her friend. then walk past xuan kai,dont dare to look at him then pretend that i never saw him,i look down then walk past him alr saw miin wei and she smile at me i smile back of course,she so cute...hahas dont kill me...then now practicing zhong ruan...cus no homework...then tmr is e learning day no need to go to school and fri is good friday so also no need to go to school then sat got co and sun meeting up friends to do pw..dead line is before the museum night 070510 sian haven even start doing so sun then do lorh...well,shall end here
signing off~reply me
I ♥ SHINee!, 3:36 PM
today...pe have to run 2.4km....siao sia i no stamina and ask we all to run... luckily pass i keep on chionging with joshua,asfarina and nicholas hahas when reaching the school gate,the stupid joshua go sprint back then i chase him hahas thn recess time go buy h2o thn science not listening at all i hate thje teacher then i at there draw draw...then maths then sel thn break....break i only go until1.25 then go back class with geri then we go walk walk then we race back and i nearly fall down...then around 1.45,the stupid ming liang go provoke me and xin ying then me and xin ying plan to block each side then he heard our plan and run to the stairs then i chase lorh xin ying remain to block him then when he going near the wall,he stop then i cannot break and i just slap him on his back..and he run back to the class,then xin ying over there marh then she give him another slap and he run to the toilet hahas then we start our self study but no one are doing their work then we just chat chat play play then natasha ask me to help her with the chinese compo then got 2 senior come in our class then ask syukrina to go take a paper then tell the whole class then syukrina ask me to help her to write on the board then we together write lorh...then almost the whole class is like walao jamie,write so small how to see?!then i was like okayy never mind i rewrite then syukrina ask me to write in the box and at the white board she write at the box and i write at the board...this time round,i wrote it damn big,and when i wrote finish le then the person sitting at the front says...eheh jamie ou wrote big is big larh but horh too light cannot see then i was like super angry and i said...CANNOT SEE ARH..YOU ALL EYES TIO STAMP ISIT?CANNOT SEE COME TO THE FRONT AND SEE LARH...IF NOT WRITE YOURSELVES LARH...I SO KIND WRITE AT THE BOARD FOR YOU ALL YET THIS IS WAD I GET...me and syukrina was really super angry and some of them says:SYUKRINA JUST PASS THE PAPER AROUND LARH..because syukrina was too kind hearted,she rewrite it on a piece on foolscap because the original piece very blur very difficult to see...yet,THE KOH PEI MIN SAYS WALAO SYUKRINA YOU SO SELFISH SIA DONT PASS THE ORIGINAL PAPER...and i was like can wait anot we so good help you write so that all of you can see clearly but this is wad we get..so we decide to just staple at the notice board the original piece cus they want to see the original piece marh so we just staple there lorh...after that,i pack up my things and sit with syukrina and syuhada then xin ying,angel,natasha,chien ming,yu shyun,cheng da,joshua,jerhedyah,saiful.they are treating me and syukrina existences alive so we decide to write those ppl name who are shouting and playing...then saiful saw that we are writing their name and told the others and everyone gone quiet...they are asking us if we goot write their name anot we just say dunno...and finally bell rings...me,syukrina and syuhada pack up and go..then go toilet,go general office and go home...feeling moody today...because of this class1E5 i suppose it should be the 2nd best class but their attitude sux to the core!well,it is their attitude we cant do anything to them...so its up to them...so i shall end here now...bye!
signing off~can u forgive me?
I ♥ SHINee!, 7:17 PM
wth...early in the morning,receive a message written dare to do,dare to face the consequences...i sms back wad i have done?okayy now arguing with him of course it seem that we are quarreling every single day...i hate it!alrite stop it leh...today get back my lousy result slips le...
Eng-A1
Chinese-A1
Math-A1
science-B4
Geog-A2
History-A1
D n T-A1
Art-B3
lousy result fucker....no mood to say anything anymore bye
signing off~i had alr given up...wads more u want?my life?
I ♥ SHINee!, 9:27 PM
back to post...currently facebook-ing now..erm nothing to sae leh..going emo alr...maybe because of ,my lousy result lols...i trying my best to get 5 A1s for my SA1 but i dun think i can i aiming for
Eng-A1,Math-A1,chinese-A1,science-A2,D n T-A1,Geog-A2,History-A1
but i'm only scoring Eng-A1,Math-A1, chinese-A1,science-C6,D n T-A1,Geog-A2,History(still dunno)my science the worst how am i going to get top 5 where my class are full of genius?and i keep on slacking,using comp everyday,sms-ing everyday,watching tv everyday...i only does my homework at home and no more work..am not working hard enough...i need to buck up my result is going from bad to worst...it feels sux...seeing that all my friends achieving good marks...and me,such lousy mark,i feel that i let myself down..why didnt i study?i know blaming myself now wont makke my marks better..the only thing i can do now is buck up,achieving good marks,make my parents happy and proud...but wad kind of result am getting?lousy marks...i still want to be a scientist?fat hope...i think i can only be a worker helping others to work never be able to be a vet of forensic...i keep telling myself talk less work more but its another way round...am talking more working less in class...doing my own staff and not listening to wad the teachers are saying...i have to blame myself for not listening to mum...what i can do now is to get better marks,not only MYE..but also CA2 and EYE hope to get pure chemistry and pure physics to help me be forensic alrite....going to end here now
signing off~emo-ing
I ♥ SHINee!, 4:10 PM
back to post again..today woke up at round 7.30 then walk to school at about 8.10 then going to reach already then saw mavis in front then i run to her then walk up the stairs with her,then she go 'mac table' study then i go forth floor seat,emo..then they open the door then we go in lorh..then go 3rd floor after that xin ying sms me askif why i so emo this 2 days(fri and sat)then i ask her where got siew hui then emo cus shes not talking nor practicing i at first thought siew hui is angry with me because i didnt go to the bbq party and disappoint IQ am so sorry:X jia jing just now come but no tag maybe next time barh...no seniors on9 sadden erm gtg alr sorry for such a short post...in fact every post are short;X sowwie
signing off~thanks for being such a good senior,jieh and good friend...i love u!
I ♥ SHINee!, 7:26 PM
Nothing much to say today...just now at 2.30 we say good bye to our thai friends...they are going back on sat but leave our school today..rites...they are gone and i will become emo...lols?now chatting with mavis she using her phone to on9 cool rite?hahas my buddies gave me some thing and i give them some things too...of course i will miss them too TT especially ploy...and guitar of course cus we are liverpool fans!woohoo!lol...ok time to do homework alr..see i so guaii lol..bye!
signing off~i will give up!i will do it!
I ♥ SHINee!, 5:10 PM
just some photo i took just now...
sadness is now every where..am lost who can bring me back?i have to give up him if not we cant even be s & j but its hard..but to remain our s & j i can only give up...i regret so much to tell u everything...i should not have told u..give me some time to forget u..months or years not sure...when i utterly forget u,i tell u rites..
signing off~how i wish both of us are same age..
I ♥ SHINee!, 7:20 PM
hey!back to post again..hahas in fact last post was yesterday hahas..taday went to omni theater no maths test hahas damn happy lorh actually because no study.oh yarh taday get back my geography mark..14/20>>70/100 aiming for A1 leh sadden but get A2 lol...not doing anything now starting to slack le hahas sian...even siew hui no my secret le hahas she ask to say it..just now go jp saw kah min,she buying ciger hahas jk no larh choco actually hahas no offence aarh mint..hahas headache about my seniors thingy hahas psps
To DLXK(u should no who are u-DHN)
we got climb up to ur head meh?we just only wann u to treat us as friends not juniors i no we cant treat u as friends but whats the different?treating u as friends is not the most important thing but why cant we?if others seniors can why cant u?no offence of saying this(:
to u no who u are:Forever and Always>>>>>I LOVE YOU!<<<<<
some pics i edited enjoy!
I ♥ SHINee!, 8:14 PM
today...thai student come to our school and i have to host them..for 4 days..my partner name is IQ quite a nice girl but dhunn really know how to talk english so cnt communicate well have to use broken english to talk to her lol...morning 9 welcome them then bring them to AVA room briefing then go school tour thn break and go back class with them following me...history teacher no come cannot get to no my marks but got d n t so i no that...upon 30 get 23 very lousy but pls dhunn laugh...then tmr still need to go school before 7 to eat breakfast with them...walao the stupid maths larh..got test tmr then we cannot go science center,omithreater shit larh...hahas
just a message to my senior:
if u really wann to show me ur real self,pls i dhunn wann to see i wann u to be how u treat us when i first chat with u...i should not have told u my secret if u want me to change my view..but i tell u,save ur energy i will never change my mind..sorry for being so rude but treat us as friends but not seniors and junior...why cant u be like jia jing?treat us as friends?pls...
I ♥ SHINee!, 9:14 PM
Me and Shi Xian at the hotel lobby
dunno who took de should be either Xin Ying or Siew hui
That is mine instrument, Zhong Ruan
Me and SEL teacher, Ms Chua
Me and Xin Ying
Me and Asfarina( during malacca trip)
Xin Ying, Senior Xuan Kai, Me and Siew hui (mona lisa)
(my tis senior arh quite good but every time bully us)hahs xuan kai dhunn scold arh) (:
continue posting photo cus just now got problem><
Me and Senior Miin wei (: pretty barh?
Me, senior Mavis, Xin ying, senior Miin wei and Siew hui (mona lisa) (all my senior pretty rites? hahas)
Me and senior Jia Jing
yo dudes!back to post tis one week holidays sux...lets see
mon: went to hort park
early in the morning
tues: went for the leadership thing went to row dragon boat also early in the morning
wed:break day,packing things for thurs going malacca
thurs: went to malacca reach school by 6.30
fri: 6 plus reach school
sat: co
sun: go seat singapore flyers
mon: school reopen have to invite thai pupils (:
got a few photos let u all see which are the photos i took at malacca and took with seniors
enjoy!
I ♥ SHINee!, 2:25 PM
how i wish that the time can reverse to the timei know u......why?today u saw me yet ignore me...u get sick of me le marh?dhunn really hope so...today went to hort park for some reason and walk to harbour front thn go back blss...eat lunch thn play frisbee , rubby , captain's ball and floor ball thn after that go home currently fb-ing hahas bye!
signing off~forever and always,i love u
I ♥ SHINee!, 6:24 PM
Back to post again...today is both a happy and a sad day....happy is bcus is my aunt birthday , seniors(xuan kai and jia jing)are chatting with me and i'm playing majong...sad is because my she betray and backstab me...she refers to some one which u all dunno... i will hate her 4ever and alwaes as my senior says mouth is urs u cn do whatever u wann to i cannot stop u but please stop that....even though u are still a friend of mine,but,u have no power to betray and backstab mie....my life is alr very miserable please stop it,if u wann to make me friendless,up to u,i can be alone where no one is there with me only my true friends which i dhunno hu?can any body help mie?i feel like dying....if i die u will be happy....but if this is what u wann,tell mie......
I ♥ SHINee!, 9:52 PM
yo guys back to post agn...hahas currently chatting with senior finish our ca1 alr shld i review my marks??dhunn laugh arh>>>>>eng-19/25 - 76/100 maths-40/50 - 80/100 chinese-82/100 sci-headache lousy 25.5/50 - 51/100 thats all tmr going to have cca and aiseen bdae party and concert at night so just a short post see yah tmr!
signing of~justin bieber rocks!
I ♥ SHINee!, 9:12 PM
Me and Shi Xian at the hotel lobby
dunno who took de should be either Xin Ying or Siew hui
Me and SEL teacher, Ms Chua
Me and Xin Ying
Me and Asfarina( during malacca trip)
Xin Ying, Senior Xuan Kai, Me and Siew hui (mona lisa)
Me and Senior Miin wei (: pretty barh?
Me, senior Mavis, Xin ying, senior Miin wei and Siew hui (mona lisa) (all my senior pretty rites? hahas)
Me and senior Jia Jing